I always forget the most important ideas or concepts that guide me through life in a more productive and selfless manor. Last night i realized how i am controlled by my desires and how i manifest whatever i desire. The question is what am i desiring? I am currently controlled by irrational fear due to my closeness in graduating from college. I have not been happy and am seeking a solution. I have been terrified of art and i want to run from it. I know art is the solution because it is what i fear most. Yes this is a simple tool i have developed that works in my life. What i fear most is the right decision. There is no struggle in analyzing my thoughts it is an intuitive knowing. Everything else is secondary. art is my vehicle to selfless action!